Before this great adventure began — although there never was a beginning nor will there be an ending — we Beings of light were part of a meeting where a choice was made, and that was to be here now. We knew that the idea of separation of an illusory self would be part of the story. In this manifestation of a separate self, we would pretend to be separate beings who wouldn't remember the Source of ALL. We are the great pretenders, right?

This said, we also chose that at some point in the adventure we would choose to remember the oneness, the
wholeness, as the Source of ALL. We would have enough of separation — thank you very much — and want to come back home in the light and unconditional love, our true nature.

There is no one choosing anything, and there is no one who is separate from anyone or anything. All so-called choosing is Being fulfilling ItSelf as life. There never was a separate chooser called an ego, an individual, our name as "my" life. It was all orchestrated in the void to create a separate person playing the game of separation pretending to be two. There has always only been ONE!

We're received our invitations to awaken and recall, and our RSVP's indicate YES! The awakening is here!

Everything, and everyone, including our thoughts, is always the Source. It means that everything you're
observing right now is the Source of ALL that is, which is unconditional love.

Everything manifested comes from love. It's always "home" in its original nature. You're looking at yourself
manifesting as the flower, garbage, which are none other than labels of love (LOL). Nothing is excluded as the ALL encompasses everyone and everything!

If separation does appear, it's included. There isn't anything that isn't the beloved, and Being's "soul" purpose
is to invite our illusionary separate self to come home to live as ONE!

And we knew we would gather together to return home….

Being home gives you the invitation to be with what is, as it is. This is true unconditional love….not needing
anything, not desiring anything. If there is anger, there is no one that the anger belongs to as there is no separate self owning anything so you can say, "Anger is happening," and then simply watch it as awareness. ALL is what is as it is. But now, no one owns anything….it's complete poverty! No more seeker and no more seeking. What we've been seeking all along never left home.

You want complete freedom, you want to be weightless through this journey, you want to be a flat liner .

We came in to this life naked and we go out naked so we must be naked now. As we look at this message of being a flat liner and just being the witness of existence in this present moment, I AM! No-thing to hold on to, no-thing to do, just sweet, simple existence. No attachments, no resistance and no judgment. Being free to be my true identity of formlessness.

As you move through dimensions, there is no gatekeeper asking if you own or rent a home, own the most popular shoes, have a car. There is no one keeping score. That keeping score is all in our minds, our ego, that needs to hold on to the meaning of the possession.

If today were your last day, what would you want from it?

There hasn't been any mention of money as people go through near death experiences or what I like to call multi-dimensional experiences (MDE). This said, we are not to focus on attaining more. It's really about attaining less that we become more.

We know in our true identity that we are formlessness and embody peace, love, stillness, light. We have been this throughout time!

In my own MDE, I embodied such profound peace that it's challenging to convey because how does one describe profound peace where no thoughts exist. Hence, as others have described their experiences, there's a similar theme of peace, love, light, Jesus, Buddha, and no mention of money.

When we're focused on money which isn't even mentioned and has no significance in the higher realms, we're locked into our ego, our personality. The money appears so to speak when we focus on who we truly are as light, as peace, as radiance, as love. Money can appear when our minds focus on it, but it will be short-lived, and will come with all sorts of frustration attached to it. The natural flow of everything, including money, is where you want to live.

You know, we're not trying to get anything as you can't attain anything more. You are already that! You become more by letting go of that which is not you.

As you focus on your pure light, love and your heart, you actually become who you are as an eternal being. You want your education to be "eternal" education, not simply in this physical time and space.

You are not attached to anything as no-thing belongs to you. You are being given an extraordinary opportunity to allow yourself to be guided with losing control of your personality, your mind. We are not in control of anything even though our physical mind "thinks" we are, and will try and convince us 100% that we are. Our consciousness is in control…always! People who have experienced multi-dimensional experiences will tell you that they are led through many facets of space without their doing anything to assist the process.

We aren't asked to open up our portfolio of our so called net worth. We're not asked to show proof of our income, our checking account, our savings account or how much we owe anyone. It's interesting to believe that we actually could illustrate our net worth by anything other than love. Yet, our physical minds have led us to believe this and through great pains, we have allowed this to occur. Numbers have no meaning whatsoever!

Do no-thing, attain no-thing and become all things!

Being heart centered serves us in a Divine way. When we come from the heart, and be the heart, we have access to Divine guidance. We always have access, it's just in the heart that we will quiet the mind so we glean the messages.

Many messages are flowing through me, and I have to stop and listen. We have a great deal of energies coming here to assist us, and through this Infinite Intelligence, we are hearing our road map .

Today I was with nature simply listening to her whispers…she doesn't scream . The trees were telling me that we are the opposite of what we thought. For example, we may have thought we were supposed to work 50 weeks a year and have 2 weeks off. Well, this message told me this is the opposite. We are designed to play, to have fun, to nourish ourselves in nature for the 50 weeks a year. Interesting, huh? Your mind may not convince you of this .

Many years ago we engaged ourselves with all the elements available to us on a regular, sustainable basis. And we used much more of our bodies, our brains, our hearts, to communicate with all these elements. Through our evolution, we separated ourselves from ourselves, and moved into a small part of our brain to reside. I call it the cul-de-sac syndrome . Just moving around the cul-de-sac…circling around forever and ever .

Now, we are being asked to return to that who we are, and come from our hearts and our expanded self. Thus, we will do things that may not be logical as the heart doesn't think logically. It knows what it is and thus only is it when it communicates.

A way to help ourselves remember our heart-centered awareness is through meditation. A meditation that may assist you is remembering you are Mother Earth and Father Sky. Go to youtube and in the search put: in5d guided meditation by Drunvalo Melchizedek.

Come from your heart the best that you are capable of doing right now. There may be much fear that comes up and that's okay. The breath is designed to quiet the fear so breathe.

Fear can certainly come up for me, and I'm understanding this fear in a whole different light . The more that I can quiet my cul-de-sac, the more I'm able to move to the wide open spaces. Moving can be challenging, right?

We are the truth and the light, and we will project things on our holographic screen in order to know this.

When you desire to know yourself as truth and light, then you will pop people, events and things into your awareness so that you know this. Now, some things will not look like light due to our limited perception. Thus, we are to be with what it is and not turn away from it. When we allow ourselves to be with what we projected in this way, we know ourselves as the co-creator of our world.

You may be experiencing some pretty heavy stuff, and it was all your desire, your intention, to know who you truly are. If you are willing to be with everything for your own purpose, your own transformation, I guarantee that you will uncover worlds within worlds. Our Universe is not the solid, fixated thing that our perceptions think it to be.

We are the truth and the light, and our desire to know this is so strong that nothing will stop it from unfolding, piece/peace by piece/peace. When we incarnated, we knew we wouldn't remember. Yet, like I said, our desire was so strong that we cannot turn off our search light until we do remember. Does this resonate with you?

As Deepak Chopra points out in his book, The Way of the Wizard, you'll see yourself in all the stages of perfect design. Then all of a sudden, we'll stop searching as we start remembering more and more. Thus, we will be pointed to books, people, events to help us remember until we can walk on our own so to speak.

We are never truly alone, we just think we are. We have many light beings that were birthed with us prompting us, whispering to us, shaking us up . They've never left us, and desire to know us at such a deeper level.

Utilize your tools as necessary to help you resolve that which is perceived as "yucky." Just don't get attached to the tools so that you build that bridge of communication with the light beings who were present at your birth and who travel amongst dimensions and stars. These light beings will do whatever it takes on our be-half. Can you think of any greater relationship to have?

Just repeat, "I am the truth and the light. It is accorded and I will discover mySelf to remember this from pinhole to Infinity."

We are both expansion and contraction, and allowing this sacred marriage to fulfill its purpose is Divine . When we think of ourselves in this way, then we can allow the beautiful flow of both. With this said, we may not always allow the expansion mode as this is really where we communicate with our soul. Meditation is a great way to do this, but I've also explained other way where we can allow the expansive feelings throughout the day.

First, get yourself grounded and centered, and then close your eyes. Feel the aliveness from the center of the earth by picturing a golden or white light coming up from the core. Then allow this light to move through you as it moves through your heart, your third eye and then all the way through your crown chakra. Allow this light to burst into colors, and fill the sky with its essence. Picture it as having no boundaries, and that it touches everything. Once it can't get any larger, then allow it to contract and bring it back into your body so that your cells feel the expansiveness of what you created.

You can do this expand and contract technique all day long as you picture different things expanding and contracting. Just allow the things to expand to Infinity and beyond .

As you do this process, you'll begin to notice being comfortable with expanding and contracting for we are both. This union, this marriage, exists in this realm called earth so that we may remember who we are and deliver this expansion through our contraction of our physical bodies.

It's just like our breath…expanding and contracting and being aware of it in each and every moment.

Enjoy the process, and be careful not to explode .

You know, it's been very interesting to revisit my near death experience many, many times. It's been 26 years since it occurred, and yet it has always hovered over me as a place to remember….just like visiting home .

Now, what is happening is I'm remembering the experience so that I can see the truth in every situation. With this said, no one has the truth outside of us, and I'll explain what I mean.

In 1984, I was six months pregnant, and awakened with intense pain in my leg. After making a phone call to my doctor, it was determined that I had a blood clot, and my doctor said I should be seen by him. My doctor's practice was located in a city where I worked, and would require a 2 hour commute. Upon giving this information to my doctor, he didn't feel it was problematic. As I was getting ready, I began to feel faint. Thus, we decided to make a mad dash to our local ER. The intensity of the pain in my leg was so great that my husband got me a wheelchair when we arrived at the hospital because I couldn't walk. While in the ER, I began to feel faint again, and was quickly wheeled into the main ER room.

This is where the near death experience occurred. I immediately entered another dimension of higher consciousness and experienced such profound peace. Even though the ER staff was rushing around frantically, and one nurse said, "We're losing her and the baby's heart rate is dropping," her words had no meaning to me. In addition, another nurse grabbed my wrist, and told me that she needed to poke a needle in my wrist and that it would hurt. Yet, you can probably imagine I felt no pain whatsoever. I was at zero point, at no meaning land….nothing had any signficance. My thoughts stopped, and the only thing that resonated was my heightened state of being. It just existed without putting any label to it. Incidentally, unbeknownst to me, my husband was told that we, the baby and I, may not make it and to prepare himself.

Then I heard my own voice say, "I just want to go to sleep." Then another voice said, "It's not your time." This is when I was given an IV of heparin, which thins the blood, and I came back into the third dimension filled with the intense pain once again. To make a long story short, I did have pulmonary emboli (clots on my lung). I did recover and delivered a beautiful baby girl, Lindsay, one month later at a bouncing 3 lbs. 11 oz…she's a whopper .

What did this near death experience teach me?

Like I said, over the course of many years, this experience has hovered around me. Now, within the last six months, I've embraced it into my whole being. Why? Because nothing outside of me dictates anything, especially truth. The nurses comments were based on the machine I was hooked up to, and the reflection of the numbers that were being revealed. I am the co-creator with my life, along with my soul and all my beings of light. It is these co-creators which dictate the truth, and events and situations will unfold as a mechanism to reveal this truth.

I know that during that time I entered another dimension, I was given a choice to leave or to stay. Although it's not within my frame of reference to remember this, but I do know the choice was made for me to stay. With this said, the next steps were put in motion to make this a reality.

Now, I see this near death experience for the message it gives me, and know that many things happening outside of me will call into question my own truth…be it health, relationships, financial issues, etc. If I give into these things as being true, then my own truth gets distorted from coming into being, and the perception of chaos ensues.

That's why it's important to come from a higher state of consciousness that knows the truth. The ego, the physical mind, can't know the big picture. It may only see numbers and start the ol' chaos ball rolling. The numbers have no meaning in and of themselves, it's only what we've trained ourselves to look at when we see numbers…high, low, good, bad, too much, not enough. Thus, you can see how much emphasis is placed on things outside of us as truth.

We can remember one thing: Circumstances don't matter. Only state of being matters. It's that simple!

What\'s on Your Liepod?

Recently, I picked up a card, and on the front of the card was a woman working out at the gym while listening to her Liepod. She was really listening to her Ipod, but the creator of the card developed a new word as he had bubble thoughts flowing from her illustrating the thoughts she possessed about changing her beliefs of herself.

I thought this was very interesting as it fits right in line with Wayne Dyer’s, Excuses Begone, PBS series. In this series he mentions a book, Virus of the Mind, which is about the beliefs we suck into our brains that are someone else’s, and then we live our lives in accordance with these beliefs. Remember, a belief is only a thought that one thinks over and over again until it becomes part of us.

Are all beliefs true?

I have been exploring my beliefs, and it’s been blowing my mind…literally. All these beliefs within me that I’ve accepted as my truth are now being looked at from a conscious standpoint, and I’ve been engaged in a process to explore the beliefs and blow a lot of them out of my head . It’s actually a very freeing experience!

So let’s go on a little exploration for a moment…..

When I was age 29 and age 32, I developed blood clots in my leg that were pregnancy related. At age 29, I was six months pregnant, and developed blood clots, which resulted in pulmonary emboli and created a near death experience. Everything came out okay and my daughter was born at 3 lbs. 11 oz. Three years later, upon advice from doctors, I got pregnant again and at 3 months, I developed another blood clot. That pregnancy did not materialize.

You can probably imagine that I had a lot of “stuff” surrounding these experiences. I’m very grateful that I had the doctors during this time and had coumadin, a blood thinner, which definitely aided me.

Having said this, it was the doctors’ belief that I would incur major problems with my leg as a result of the blood clots, and I would have to stay on coumadin for the rest of my life. They painted this bleak picture and it scared the bejeesus out of me.

If you’ve never been on coumadin, it means you have to be extremely careful as internal bleeding can be a harmful side effect. Thus, every experience presented an “alert” action plan. Whenever, I went on an airplane, I would have to get up and walk around every hour. In the movie theaters, I would have to do the same. I couldn’t go downhill skiing for fear of falling. When I used a knife or shaved my legs, I worried about cutting myself. And then I had to wear the support hose all the time–wear these or die! On and on it went with scenarios that represented such anxiety within me. Lions, and tigers and bears, oh my!

Are you getting this picture of fear?

This sort of lifestyle unfolded with major panic attacks about this existence, and projecting the image into my future as well. I mean, I was only in my early 30’s so I had a long way to project when contemplating this lifestyle.

Fast forward to my late 30‘s, and I’m in my gynecologist office getting a routine exam. She introduces her belief that I shouldn’t have to be on coumadin, and she recommends that I discontinue taking it.

Thus, I did accept her belief and took it as truth, and I went off of coumadin, but had to work through the process. I had become so attached to the old belief system, and mentally removing myself from it took some time for me to relax with this new belief.

Now, it’s been 16 years later, and just a few months ago while flying, I suddenly had a thought, “OMG, I’m totally relaxed with my new belief surrounding the blood clots. I don’t believe that I’m going to die any longer as a result of them or have problems with my leg. I’m totally relaxed with my new belief. Thus, this is what it must feel like when truth is really the core truth as there is no fear.

I had worked through relaxing with this newfound awareness and had incorporated into my life, and my new belief had been anchored without my full appreciation of it. I had stopped taking on a belief that wasn’t true for me.

You can see how beliefs get so ingrained in us, and yet they’re not true.

Were the doctors wrong in their beliefs? No, from their experience with all that is within them, that’s what they believe to be true, and give advice based on those beliefs.

Yet, we are to be conscious in every moment and decide if that belief is true for us or not. We are not to blindly accept something as true until we honor ourselves in a process.

This is just one illustration of a belief that I took on, and there are many others that are being released as well. One can only imagine the freedom that is experienced when one relaxes with life. The truth will never feel anxious or fearful. The truth only represents bliss and happiness.

What’s on your Liepod? The beliefs you took on from someone else and then adopted those beliefs as your own truth.