I embraced a truly powerful moment yesterday. I met with my wonderful friend, Catherine Foster, who draws soul pictures, and she gave me mine. I brought it home, and really got to look in the mirror through this picture, and experience the non-physical me–the CORE of who I am.

I took my picture in the jacuzzi, surrounded by water, and my breathtaking view. The feeling of water is the experience of connecting to my soul, and thus, I wanted this experience to be in perfect harmony just for me.

And so the experience unfolded with many revelations…..

What was very interesting is that I’ve seen this picture before as I had it done four years ago at an energy workshop where I was learning about energy work. During the workshop, I had the opportunity to experience my true portrait from a person who takes soul pictures, albeit with a different method. She revealed the non–physical me through interpretation of the colors.

Briefly, she mentioned that I have bright, illuminating light, but I may not be taking time to connect to who I really am so may not have experienced my essence at this level. At this time, this was a first experience in looking at my true portrait, and couldn’t quite grasp the magnificence of me.

Then I was led to open up my book, “The Universe” that has amazing pictures of the planets, stars, and galaxies. Guess what? I saw my true portrait in there as well. It is the same one as I experienced four years ago at the energy workshop, and the same picture that Catherine drew. And the same vibrating swirls of colorful lights that I experienced in the book are the same that are within me.

WOW! This is who I truly am, and now see how the design of my life has perfectly fit just for me. Through my own soul evolution, I have experienced many circumstances to illustrate contrast as a way to know who I am not. In my search for my true self portrait, I have looked at myself many times and seen “flawed” on my forehead. And carrying, “I am flawed” with me, I then set out the search to find people who are flawless. Then I could claim their true self portrait for my own.

I smile as I write this. Just writing it allows me to really see this beautiful picture for all that it is intended.

We will go through many lifetimes of experiences designed perfectly just for us. We will be hit with the Universal loving hammer many times, although it may not feel loving, when we’re allowing an experience to come in, and feeling something different than who we truly are as Source Energy.

And each time we will come back to center, to balance ourselves in loving energy to experience who we truly are. I couldn’t totally SEE and experience me because I was feeling something as missing, “I am flawed.”

Now, I see and feel my true self portrait, and thus, writing my story of MY LIFE as I can only know and experience it. I’m full of myself, and it feels wonderful! J.

Will you experience the same thing? No!

Your experience will be what it is for you on your soul journey, and you are not to have the exact same experience. This is what gets us discombobulated as we want somebody else’s experience, and claim it for our own. We are to go through and only experience what is meant for us, it cannot be otherwise.

Yet, we can know each other and allow the conversation to BE as we know at our essence we are the same–we are light. And in this knowing, I don’t have to try and be like you, and you don’t have to try and be like me. Light = light, and that’s all we are to experience for the joy of being with our light.

Can you imagine this? Just BE because at our essence we are the same. Your swirls may be different as my swirls are better than your swirls J Yet, within all of us are massive explosions of light.

And the only way the light can be seen and felt is when we release anything that is not vibrating with Source. We are intended to “feel” good, and only open up into feelings that are connected with Source Energy. The only way I am now seeing it and experiencing my own Divinity is that I’ve chosen ways to release things that don’t serve me, and, thus, only appreciating with such immense gratitude all that I am.

This expansion serves me….

It is opening up channels, vortexes of energy that I haven’t realized. I’ve known of their existence, yet I couldn‘t experience them at the variations of frequency in relation to seeking outside of myself for any answers. Yet, it is coming through me because I’m opening more and more. And I only do things that are aligned with my core.

As I allow myself to experience this true illustration of my true portrait, I am allowing my communication at the core level to be one amazing enLIGHTENment. I am much more non-physical than I am physical, and resonating with myself and everyone at this core level is profound bliss!

And I’ve removed one letter from “flawed” from my forehead, which I thought was tattooed because it seemed like such a permanent thought, and we know how hard tattoos are to remove. So I just tweaked it, and now it says, “flowed.”

I am flowed, and it feels so great!

Catch the video I did that speaks about Your True Portrait:

Your True Portrait