Embracing dialogue this morning with Faith Dyson, a true connection of spirit, allowed some memories to flow through me. Faith’s message was about coming home to our own signature pulsations, and this really opened the flood gates up in me.

I recalled a memory from 2nd or 3rd grade, and during class, I felt the desire to create a circle, instead of a dot, above my “i” in my name, Tami, and was met with a very profound statement that would be a recurring theme throughout my life. “This is the model we use here. We must all write the same way. Therefore, we must only use dots.” Thus, a clear message of acceptance was being communicated: “People who only use dots are accepted here.”

What a message to receive, right?

Even at age 7 or 8, when I drew that circle, it evoked such joy. Allowing the rhythmic motion of the circle captivated me, and watching it happen was truly a beautiful experience. There on my paper, I was beginning to take note of something inside me that was opening up the gift of uniqueness. I was an artist perfecting my craft. Yet, this was short-lived as the awareness of acceptance of something else had the louder voice: “Dots are acceptable, circles are not. You must adhere to this system of being in order to be accepted in the fold. Anything outside the circle, so to speak, will get you bad marks.” And I wanted high marks!

WOW…the word, cult, instantly comes to mind. Remember, a word is only a word until we put meaning on that word, and here is what cult only represents for me. I have allowed myself to follow people because I thought these people had a system, a way of being, that I thought would bring me abundance, bring me success–those high marks. If I followed them, and did exactly how they did it, I would be accepted in the club, and thus, the high marks would be guaranteed.

Man, oh man, this has been an “i” opening experience. I have been following the “dot” people, and didn’t even realize it. I have this funny picture forming with my arms out in front of me with eyes closed, and blindly following. I am a dot, not a circle. Take me to your leader J.

Time for the heavy machinery….

And I have bought into this message over and over again, and now am bringing out the jackhammers, the heavy machinery, to bust through these concrete beliefs that I have allowed to encircle me. As I realize there are no dot people “out there“, and that everything is a creation in my consciousness, I now understand the message being communicated through me.

And the self discovery has been one born from contrast, and I am so grateful. It is through this contrast that I am now seeing the bigger picture where Source Energy has guided me to remember my signature of authenticity, proving only to myself who I really am. It’s the signature that I can only write, and the relationship that I’m to nurture is the one that created my beautiful signature.

In this contrast experience, I see how the “dots” message as filtrated through my life, and most recently, through my business. In my beautiful illustration of me as a fun coach, I coach people to find their core and remember their uniqueness, and remember the fun that is already part of us. Writing and speaking opens up a space where I allow my core to be expressed, and it’s such a blast.

In this realm as well, I also use energy therapy techniques, network marketing and internet marketing, and I now see what I have been doing with these areas. During my own evolution, I have allowed myself to be given scripts to follow, and have tried to adopt those scripts, and claim them for my own.

I have been searching for a diagnosis, so to speak, because I felt something was wrong with me, something wrong with my own script. And in this seeking, I have sought the answers to my diagnosis. “Something is wrong with me, and people must have a name for what is wrong with me, and surely must have my answers to cure the diagnosis.“ I allowed myself to seek other things outside of me as the source of my abundance, my success, my happiness. Again, looking for those high marks, the validation outside myself.

In the beautiful words of Louise Hay, “Often we think of as the things “wrong” with us are only our expressions of our own individuality. To try to be like another is to shrivel our soul. We have come to express who we are.”

Now, I know that I am the Source of everything I desire, and there is nothing outside of me…no company, no person, no system. And it brings me to tears in this knowing.

My loving Source Energy, my greatest telecommunication system, has always communicated with me, and I have had my fingers in my ears many times. In those moments of not listening, I knew something didn’t “feel” right, but I had my search engine revved up and ready to go. No wonder my Source Energy allowed contrast to unfold as this was the only way that I could look in my “i” and truly see me.

Can you see how truly beautiful this is?

With this said, I’ve always loved the poem by Robert Frost, “Two roads diverged into a wood, and I took the road less traveled by, and it has made all the difference.” He did not say, “I took the road that everyone else was on.“

There was something about his poem that resonated with me because it was all about my signature of authenticity, complete with circle–all about me! Now, that I’ve revealed myself unto myself, I am following my heart, my special ways, my path, and this road of enLIGHTenment is electrifying!

I am coming full circle in that first awareness of my uniqueness that my Source Energy was communicating through me by giving me the prompting to draw a circle above my “i.” I’m loving my “i” and lighting up the circle above it like a freakin’ beacon.

Through this, I attract those who desire to discover their own pulsating, vibrating, signature of authenticity, and remember it because I remember my own. And the “LET”S PLAY” light is on.

I love i

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You Are Unique